Many times, I
have found myself back in “this” spot. Of course, it’s only after I’ve gone
down the rabbit hole again and months have passed by. Yay to awareness!
Why does this
keep happening? If you want to make a change, you must do something
differently. Right? So, why do I keep circling back to the same spot? -Is it
because I keep myself busy; unconsciously put things in my path to deter myself
from these changes. -Or maybe were human, creatures of habit and we eventually
end up right where we were until awareness sets back in, despite of our
desires.
Regardless of why, the real
question is how I can break this for good?
Last year I made the decision
to make that change and because making money became more important, it has allowed
me to creep back to my old ways. However, the desire for change is starting to
set back in again. Thankfully, not 3 years later, but less than a year. I say
that’s progress. Yay and thankful for my eyes to be opening again.
My commitment
to myself is to blog at least 3 days per week, no matter what I have to say.
This started out as a journal, and because of life becoming so busy, and losing
my "actual" journal... blogging online was the next best things for
me.
Cheers to the
path of progress and opening my heart to my souls’ desire and discovery of this
path, no matter where we go. I will be listening with my heart!
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