Today’s beautiful spoken words; magical & eloquently written in sharing myself honestly in this snippet of time. It’s been awhile, I’m sorry for not expressing myself, not dancing magically for hours, and loving what is! You only get once chance. Treat “you” nicely with love and compassion. Be real! Be Honest! Be You! Exposed, Raw down to your core being. Yes!
Can you accept your body, your spirit, mind, & soul? I must
admit that I am learning to love myself. -Me! My mishaps, tribulations;
experiences that I could perceive differently. Positively accepting myself, the
journey of finding the lesson and celebrating those moments. Celebrating the
gratitude of all my blessings.
I must admit, I am SO grateful for my existence right at
this moment!!! Maybe its because I feel so very connected at this very moment! Thankful
for network care in full embodiment. “Soul-ley” Laughing, smiling, and feeling
joyous! Hmm, feels so good! -Thank you!
Rawness exposed in truth. I know the {70/30} {80/20 rule}; whichever
one it is. I must cut to a low natural sugar, cut a bit of carbs. I am at the
gym very regularly, very! (I am proud of the structured progress)… However, having
moderation with my diet & exercise, is the goal. Indulge for a day or 2 but
have limits on how long things go on for. Thank you for having awareness to ask
the question?
What specifically do you not love? For me, it’s my saddle
bags hips, thighs, back, arms, and shoulders. That’s a long list, but not all the
parts on my body. That means I do love others. Yes! Yes, this is true too! Why kind
of goals do you have for your body? Working hard at the gym, but diet is key!
Why do I feel such a strong desire to become skinnier? Not skinnier, no… leaner!
-I do have target areas!
I am in the process of finding my balance with food; testing
boundaries. My number 1 rule? I must not have a cabinet full of anything
processed, candy, toxic… you get my point. I wished everyone in the world would
too. Nope, not in this world. Laziness is a thing! For real! I live with a roommate
who has a shit ton of this crap in her cabinets. Thankful for the awareness
that my will power must always be in check. That conversation you play in your
mind. Tell myself what I believe it to be, willing it, into my world, my
existence!
What do you want? Isn’t that the question? Right now, it’s
that I am in the process of becoming fit & leaner. Creating the necessary
habits and structuring the plan of action. Having balance at the gym with
lifting & toning; rotating weeks. Food! --I’m close! 17% body fat is my goal
and I have 7% left to go. My diet needs to get into check. That will be the
only way for me to reach this goal.
My mindset is shifting. Asking questions; real questions. What
will it take to make that a reality? Will Power, Drive, Ambition, Mistakes
& Progress in learning to love wholeheartedly. Having compassion, love, and
joy in every day at every moment.
I want to be wholeheartedly happy! With everything! Is that
possible? Can you dream it into your world? Believe it to already to exist. For
me, I believe that documenting your desires, sends it into the universe where the
greatest power and forces begin. Churning, and spinning the world around
everything in energy! Love Gratitude and an outlook on life that is enlightening
and magical! -Again, Thank you!
With wishes in sending this in time and space. Setting my
desires free! -Thank you!
