For so many years, most my adult “responsible” life, I feel as if I am following my parent’s words of wisdom. You know the nagging voices of… work hard and do whatever you need to do to make a living and then retire comfortably. BUT something has shifted recently, and my soul has me yearning for living life with passion, love, unbounding joy and living my true self. Loving what I do, day in and day out. Here’s the challenge. What is it? What does that look like? I really don’t know, but I want too!
I feel as if I am being pulled forward and just being where
I am “right now” … more so of the awareness of where I am, has become painful,
emotional and yet it fuels my fire to explore what that means all at the same
time. The opposition is my old, yet evolving self … who has that nagging voice
and the fight or flight feeling of being scared. All I can say is, I strongly
and wholeheartedly feel a conscience shift and I continue to remind myself that
it’s time for me to LIVE, LOVE and BE FREE! No longer bound to the chains of
the old patterns that keep me unhappy. Not in a negative way, just not living
life to it’s fullest most magical and its unlimited energy!
I remember a time… long period of my life where I wore a
mask, alcohol, drugs and all those crutches allowed me to “deal” with things
and endure life’s challenges, but in the past 10 years of my NSA journey, I can
happily say that the old negative patterns have fallen to the wayside and I no
longer think, nor want to clutter my mind and soul with crap!
Please hear my voice expressing my gratitude and asking that
you unveil the path that I am to follow. Lead the way, and I will continue to
trust the process.
Love and Light
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