When I was thinking about what is on my mind today, all I got was blah. Don’t feel like doing much of anything lately. I do not like this feeling, but it makes me wonder why I am feeling this way.
For days now, it just feels as if I am wondering in my body
as well as my mind. Puttering. Why no motivation? That is not like me at all.
I want to blame Fred; he is certainly not helping. I am
trying to continue to take it easy and not aggravate him in any way; I want him
to heal! I feel that he is the deep rooted reason why I feel lack of any
motivation. I want to get into my yard and weed, dig and plant. I want to get
into the areas of my yard that definitely appear to be growing with a plethora
of weeds. I want to get outside and be with nature. I want to be outside
“doing” something.
Trying to have patience, but it is starting to run short as
I don’t like the way I’ve been feeling.
To the powers of the universe, please heal Fred and allow me
to go back to resuming my daily activities, including the gym. I miss it and
need those things in my life to keep balance
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