I am so in love with him!

Boy, oh boy… do I love my husband with all my heart and soul!!!

I thought Chase had my heart, and he did, but when he died, a BIG piece of me died with him! AND for so many years I struggled with many failed relationships… no, not failed, just more experience in fine tuning to finding my true soulmate.

I am so grateful for our paths crossing. Never in the timing that I would’ve predicted in a million years, but grateful that it did. Despite our many roadblocks and challenges, we forged forward.

What can I say. He makes me smile and laugh almost every day, and we are such a good team. Yin and yang for sure! AND even after 15 years we still mesh yet continue to discover more about “us”.

His self-discovery and growth have been amazing to watch! I am so in love and so proud of him. I cannot wait to see what the future holds for us! Honestly, I cannot wait until retirement, when I no longer “HAVE” to share him with “work” and we get to start traveling more intensely! I loved you then, now and forever!

Failed? Wavered? or Shifted?

I originally saw it as failed since I wavered on my original decision, but I know now that after some reflection, I realize that this would be a wonderful baby step to have one foot out and the other in.

In further discussion and considering some changes, it makes sense that going part-time would work. It works for the business needs and is a good compromise to taking baby steps and not just going full throttle… like I usually do! I am so drastic in my decisions! So, as I evolve, why not be open to this too! We’re still negotiating, but I feel good about this decision. This will allow me to have the time and space to self-discover, to start doing more of what I LOVE! Not to mention, finally having time off to explore.

Years ago, we had the opportunity to provide Jason with the gift of time and space to do nothing. He was able to do the things that he enjoyed doing or just having the time to do “nothing”. The gift of time, in my opinion, is such a great gift. He became clearer on what he wanted, and he followed that path and became extremely successful! I am so proud of him!

Now, it’s my turn to get the gift of time. I’m very excited, yet nervous at the same time. Jason knows that I cannot sit still. I wish I could, but that is just not in my DNA. Honestly, if you knew my grandma, at 96, she was still the same way and my mother… OMG, yeeees! So, working PT is a good baby step for me. Thank you to the universe for unfolding my heart’s desire. Although not the path I would’ve ever thought, nonetheless, it is the path!