Panic Attacks

I've never had one in my life! It’s becoming a daily thing! I feel things escalating! OMG it felt like I was suffocating. I couldn’t breathe. I had to literally self-talk and ground to my heart chakra to just get past the feeling. WTF!  

In talking with Brian, he explained that when we were doing some energy work, he feels/sees… that when I slow down, there will be wisdom that is shared. The vision of what is trying to come through. I’ve been feeling it for months now; I know it’s there.

I move at mach speed, and I’m not slowing down. He is not wrong. I do move, work and talk rather quickly. Too quick for most people to keep up with. I’ve tried to slow down, but I just fuck things up. So, I don’t try anymore. It was who I was, and it served me well. Just not anymore! I’m sure at times, it may ring through, but I’m being called to change.

BELIEVE ME… I’m READY TO SLOW DOWN. My spirit is calling me too, hence my earlier blogs in sharing I’m ready to slow down. SOOOO READY! I feel it! It is resonating at a high vibrational level and by not honoring it… I feel that is why I am now getting panic attacks!

He shared that when I can get myself to slow down, I will honor my spirit and meet the changes that are trying to come through. I know there is wisdom in the stillness that is trying to break through. I feel spirit trying to expand, but this mach speed that I constantly am in will not allow things to unfold. Not yet! -I’m so close!

Please allow me to slow down. I will continue to honor my commitments but need to start making this shift. NOW, not later! I feel that if I don’t make a shift in how I DO things, there will be heavy consequences. I’m listening, I promise! Please to the great divine, allow me some time and space. I am at the finish line with things. I promise I’m listening, I feel you! I’m aware, and yes, it is very painful!!