I originally saw it as failed since I wavered on my original decision, but I know now that after some reflection, I realize that this would be a wonderful baby step to have one foot out and the other in.
In further discussion and considering some changes, it makes
sense that going part-time would work. It works for the business needs and is a
good compromise to taking baby steps and not just going full throttle… like I
usually do! I am so drastic in my decisions! So, as I evolve, why not be open
to this too! We’re still negotiating, but I feel good about this decision. This
will allow me to have the time and space to self-discover, to start doing more
of what I LOVE! Not to mention, finally having time off to explore.
Years ago, we had the opportunity to provide Jason with the gift
of time and space to do nothing. He was able to do the things that he enjoyed
doing or just having the time to do “nothing”. The gift of time, in my opinion,
is such a great gift. He became clearer on what he wanted, and he followed that
path and became extremely successful! I am so proud of him!
Now, it’s my turn to get the gift of time. I’m very excited,
yet nervous at the same time. Jason knows that I cannot sit still. I wish I
could, but that is just not in my DNA. Honestly, if you knew my grandma, at 96,
she was still the same way and my mother… OMG, yeeees! So, working PT is a good
baby step for me. Thank you to the universe for unfolding my heart’s desire.
Although not the path I would’ve ever thought, nonetheless, it is the path!
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