Showing posts with label #Awareness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #Awareness. Show all posts
Friday, August 22, 2025

I don’t understand!

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When I was diagnosed with cancer, the doctors were so forthcoming about what “could” happen and that everyone’s path is different. It would ...
Sunday, April 20, 2025

Okay, I'm done!

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I realize that I’m done. I just cannot do this anymore. No, correction, I don’t WANT to do this anymore. I feel that as my desire grows stro...
Tuesday, March 25, 2025

Rinse and Repeat

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I found myself criticizing myself on repeating behaviors that I KNOW I’ve mentioned before. I dare say that I’ve probably mentioned it a FEW...
Saturday, November 30, 2024

Disconnected

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Something has changed. I can feel it. I feel that disconnecting from GF will be the start.  I need this job to calm down so I can have more ...
Thursday, October 24, 2024

Golden Nugget

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Sunday, June 2, 2024

All Lies!

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I had no idea that the food labels are not accurate. Actually it is in the benefit of the food manufacturer. OMG What? So there is an actual...
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Saturday, September 30, 2023

Not even a jar

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The other day, I went to go open the jar of tea, and I shed a few tears trying to open it. I think I tried opening it 3 or 4 times before I ...
Tuesday, August 22, 2023

Taking it easy

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Working on Saturday made me realize just how tired I still am. Getting up and down was exhausting, but having the desks there was nice in he...
Friday, August 18, 2023

Don’t do it!

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I was given the opportunity to take all the time I needed to ensure that I was ultimately ready to go back to work. Amazingly still pinching...
Wednesday, August 9, 2023

Surrendering

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It is amazing to me that I am continuing to fight with myself. Surrendering to not having the energy to be myself and do the things that I...
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Wednesday, May 17, 2023

What brings you joy?

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Thanks Brian for holding me accountable. Awareness to a deeper connection. So this has been on my mind and I feel that I have been overthink...
Sunday, May 14, 2023

Don't have too!

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I don't have to go to the gym every day. I have a gym right here in my backyard! I stated that I wanted to go to the gym daily and start...
Friday, April 14, 2023

Fred and the awareness surrounding his visit

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In the beginning, I thought this was just a flare up, and that I could, with the right attention… heal it. Besides, I don’t have any issues ...
Thursday, April 7, 2022

7 months later

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Wow, has it really been 7 months? I am feeling so disconnected right now. Ungrateful mostly. I recognize that the feelings and actions, must...
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Sunday, August 8, 2021

Stop the mental mind fuck… NOW!

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For too many weeks now, I have been giving into my mental mind fuck. Yup, that’s right, it’s been just a bunch of gibberish that has allowed...
Saturday, July 17, 2021

Doing what’s right for me!

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I made the decision to get out of a stressful management position in early 2020. I no longer wanted to be driven by the all mighty dollar, b...
Monday, July 12, 2021

CHANGING MY PERSPECTIVE

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I know that if you focus your time, thoughts, and energy on things of your choosing, then you will get more of that. So why have I become so...
Friday, July 9, 2021

Too busy and not liking it!

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After my day yesterday, I wanted to journal so bad, but I was SO scattered from my super frazzled day that I couldn’t even begin to type the...
Wednesday, July 7, 2021

Busy, busy, busy… AGAIN!

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Many times, I have found myself back in “this” spot. Of course, it’s only after I’ve gone down the rabbit hole again and months have passed ...
Friday, July 2, 2021

Slow Down!

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About a month ago, I was out at the property cutting and widening the trail to the river with Jason. Within 2 days, a few blotches appeared ...