What is
awaken? What is its true definition?
It’s a verb, its true definition
is: to awake; waken.
Then Donny entrains me, or shall I
say ROCKS MY WORLD!
Let’s take a step back. I want to
encompass the entire picture here. -----Not too long ago, I blogged about a layer of tears lingering under the surface. I didn’t know what they were, or
why they were present in that moment. I didn’t know why they had been triggered,
or by what. I wasn’t questioning them either. I just knew they were there. Of
course I wanted to know what they were, but more so, I wanted them to rise to
the surface so that I could allow the feelings to be expressed. BUT NO, that
never happened. Since the day I blogged, I’ve let them go; forgotten about them
really. Honestly that day, they were very present to my body and since then,
the feeling had subsided.
By the way, a big shout out to
Donny. THANK YOU!!!!!
Okay, back to my kick ass
entrainment… When I was on the table and Donny was telling me that the feeling
of being awaken is not separate from me, invite them in and be one in unity. Okay,
let’s bring my energy, attention and breath together. AND then… BOOM, just like
that it happened, my mouth opened, and a very DEEP sound came from deep within;
like it had just escaped freely from god knows where. Then the tears just
flowed, and flowed. Snot flowed and more tears; uncontrollably I just allowed
them to flow. I didn’t care what I looked like, this felt GOOD. I remember
feeling someone tucking tissue into my hand (thank you) and needless to say… it just wasn't enough, but OMG... THANK YOU!!!!! After my entrainment, I was
then carried to the floor, I curled up into the fetal position and continued to
cry obsessively. It felt so good, like I was releasing something that had been
shackled, and held back, but had finally been released. OMG sums it up!
After that moment, the bliss of truly being awakened was present.
The love that filled my heart, my entire spiritual being was overflowing with
gratitude. In that moment, I felt as if I was lighter in light and that I was
on cloud infinity. I cannot ever remember a time, of ever feeling as if I did…
in that very moment.
To live a life in Awaken is a gift that I am so thankful for. I
thought I was awake, but now I know different. I can see and feel the
difference within my own soul. Thank you for this gift, thank you for the true
spirit, thank you for the essence of light and thank god for being our creator.
Life is heaven. Sure we may encounter challenging tests, but happiness is a
choice, and love is always present.
Give love, give life, live in peace and be true to your spirit.
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