Saturday, November 28, 2009

Space in the brain

I don't know how to explain it. It's just gone.

My mind was a space of confused mind fuck and sometimes it took over. Yes I allowed it... I know but inevitably, I felt as if I was losing to my own mind. (CRAZY) Sometimes it drove me crazy with it's desire to "have to" figure it out. -Exhausting actually

Ahhhh the gate; Peace! Thank you to Sandy for introducing Network care into my world. I love you forever and ever as my life partner.

There is now a gap in my mind; only the outer edge of the surface feel as if they are analytical.

-My mind at ease with peacefulness. Ahhh!

Good music, good connection and good experience! Can't wait til the next gate in Denver. I'm already there in spirit.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Over analyzing again!

Sometimes I find my mind running. -Running with thoughts that drift; drift into deeper more analytical mind fuck. Yes, I cursed. That is just the perfect word for it too! -A sort of mental craziness per say.

A record that plays in your mind... well at least I'll share what it feels like for me... Anyways~

It plays the same thought, the same doubt, and the same record of beliefs in which we have... over and over again..... and for me I'm questioning those....

What is healthy vs. unhealthy 4 me?

Why not tell yourself something different and change it?

Find your contrast and use it to guide you, to clarity. No matter what is going on in our lives....

REMEMBER there is polarity, and you can only find what you seek.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Time can fly -Eh?

There's just nothing to say when things are running so smoothly.... It's been a nice change of pace.

However, after this weekends trip to the island.... I noticed that I want to slow things down a bit. Maybe, after the first of the year, things will be off my plate to make life a bit more simplified. :-)


Up earlier than usual and I was just taking the time to notice that life just feels good.